My last week or so..
Lets start on last Wednesday:
Wednesday
I almost screwed things up with Libbie, I did something I still feel terrible for and can’t get out of my head..I’m not going into Details…simple to say I totally F*cked up
Thursday
My dad went in for Major Back Surgery where they had to collapse a lung, it was very risky but he pulled though…still extremly stressful
Friday
I tryed to have some fun. Invited Devin for some pizza locked my keys in the car, and the whole rest of the night I was uber-depressed…I really hate to say it but I had bad…thoughts
Saturday
I wanted to go on a date with Libbie but postponed it to a later date so we could get Emily and Devinw ith us, I sat at home and came to a realizing how much I f*cked up with certain things
Sunday
Another “Lets sit at home and feel bad about ourselves day cause you can’t talk to anyone” day
Monday
this was the worst day i’ve had in a long tme..I was trying to be helpful and told Libbie she should go get help in math, when she was back I saw something very very very bad that absolutley broke my heart…again not going into details
Today
I really needed someone today and ended up being a total loner, I annoyed the hell out of libbie probably and I feel terrible for it. I also chewed Andrew out for it seemed no reason…I guess when two people had a bad say thats what happens. If you read this Andrew…Sorry about english that was totally my fault…I was being an Ignorant Prick…I am pretty good at that.
and for some laughs
Jorge told me about his desk in math class…
Apparently it says
Q+Dylan Bone in a heart…
I still prefer libbie…sorry Q
